Despite all I have gone through I can only look back and be grateful to God for his mercies. I thought it was all over as if darkness was taking over I cried and mourned but I have a beautiful princess by my side to takecare of therefore, I have to consciously and Intentionally remind myself to be happy I had to tell myself I am coming out of this stronger and better to shine bright. Isaiah 60 vs 1 Arise shine for my light is come and the glory of the lord is risen upon me. I am rising and shining. I am really stronger than I have ever been or ever imagined I could be. I keep commanding it LIGHT BE!!!!